Happy birthday to me.
This must be my most shittiest and most miserable birthday ever.

I know that if I tell my friends what had happened they would drop whatever they're doing to come be with me. But. Life sucks. Take drugs. End of story.blogged at2:19 PM

So I guess now I'm just some girl.
How did I become the person I am now?
How did I end up being so unwanted?
I must be really quite detesting.
You make me hate myself even more.
I guess I'm just not that worth it. So silly of me to think that I ever was.

I guess, I give up too. Goodbye.blogged at9:36 PM

If there's nothing, missing in my life
then why do these tears come at night?blogged at8:30 PM

My life is so sad. Why does it have to come to a point where I have to write and rewrite, trying to hide and put in codes and hidden messages? Nobody knows the truth. And probably nobody ever will. I can only hope that it won't come back to haunt me. But I know it will. It does every time. It's like a baggage in my heart that will follow me forever. Just because.
I will always remember, and I will always feel. I keep it there because I hope one day the lie will become the truth and the truth will just be a dream.


It pains me because no one will ever know. No one will ever know the truth. Am I living in a lie? Maybe I'm just living with one.blogged at4:12 PM

L. T.


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