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Sunday, December 28, 2008


alpha zone!

yay some lovely people from culture!

HI, I LOVE CUTLURE TO THE MAXXXXXXXXX. FAINTZXZXZXZ.

And I finally played LAN LOL. The zombie game is so funnnnnnnnnnn :D but I kept dying at Counter Strike LOL. But the zombie game was so fun (even though some person (!!!)kept leaving me to die) and i know i was dragging my team down because I'm so lousy but HAHAHAHA I LOVE CULTURE I HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY AND YESTERDAY LIKE FOR AWARDS NIGHT AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

merry late christmas everyone!
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I ♥ Jesus.
Strongggggggggggg!
(I know I'm suppose to say fearless, but it's so cliche)
I can't wait for 2009. (:

I am so thankful for so many things in my life, so many! Everday there's so many things to be thankful for. Haha :)

Hi, I love you (:
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Monday, December 22, 2008
Thought Bubble

I've just been blog/fb surfing and a verse keeps popping into my head. Okay, not a verse specifically but like the gist of it. I read it in proverbs during devotions in the morning. Something about not envying/being jealous of wicked men and what they have. I guess wicked doesn't necessarily have to mean evil/murderous but I would say, sinful or just not walking in the spirit.

There are some sacrifices a christian has to make, you know shed off the ways of the world to wear a fresh new robe of righteousness etc. But you know I do it gladly, and willingly. I used to tell myself I didn't have a choice, but really, I did. I still do. But I'm choosing God's way. And I will obey. There is really much more to gain, something deeper, joy & peace. Things that are eternal, you know? Rather than short term satisfaction. I'm trusting that God will reward me with things even greater than I'll ever expect when the time comes. But it's not about doing these things for God to bless me in return either. It's just because you love him and you love the way your life has changed with him around, your life's just no longer so superficial anymore. It's not all about, your apperance, material things, studies, BGRs, and stuff. Life is just so much more meaningful. It's not like you're bumming around waiting for time to pass till you die and fade away from the face of this earth. You have a purpose, you were created for a reason, and you're loved by someone so powerful so gracious so amazing... Who wouldn't like that? I love it. I love my new life. I cry more, my heart breaks more, I fall more, but I laugh more, I'm more whole, more joyful than ever, and when i pick myself up, i rise even higher. But the best thing is this, I have someone accompanying me, defending me, protecting me, loving me, caring for me, all the way.

Sorry, I just have to say all these things. I am feeling sad now actually, but I just think of God, I think of love.. God IS love. God is the God of I am. He is anything you want him to be. Your lover, your friend, your savior.

Maybe right now, I'm not there yet, maybe not even half way there, or even a third of the way. But I'm climbing my way out of this.. swamp? Sinking/wet sand? That sand thing that people sink in because it keeps sucking you in. Step by step, winning little battles by little battles. But I just have to focus on one thing, and one thing only: God.

God, I know that you've already won the war, I pray that you will help me believe, help me to love you so much more, more than anything, anything in the world. Just help me, please. I love you. I love you so much.
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Okay, so maybe zebulun didn't win, but I still had an awesome awesome awesome time in youth camp.

Anyway, I just wanted to say, that Ps Matt used the Philippians 4:13 verse during his sermon. HA :D (In case you didn't know, it's a verse I've been like, praying about)

I love God so much.

Popiah party on wednesday, mentoring and some zone meeting thing tomorrow, Alpha christmas party on wednesday(I got the coolest santa head hello! and a rudolph nose, but I'm still deciding whether I should wear it cos my nose would be like squashed up haha!), CHRISTMASSS!! and Awards Night!

Yay :D

I love youuuuuuuuu :P
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Monday, December 15, 2008
HI YOUTH CAMP IS ON WEDNESDAY. I AM SO EXCITED, I KNOW YOU ARE TOO, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

PS: Zebulun is going to win! Like seriously! And I've already started borrowing green clothes from my friends (thanks Joy, haha) HAHAHAHAH.

I LOVE CULTURE TO THE MAXXXXXX.
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Friday, December 12, 2008

Hahah :D I love these girls. I am sooooooooooooooooo psyched up for FEARLESS, YOUTH CAMP'09. It's going to be so fun, rooming with the girls, tribal games, playing nurse/maid to pregnant Nadia (haha), and of course the awesome services, worship with Joses's brand new wireless guitar(lol), and the ministry time is going to be da bomb! Ahhhhh, friends if you're free please come, this camp will change your life! It's Ps Matt Fielder from the Planetshakers hello!

I am soooooo excited. I'm sure all my lovely culture friends are too!

I love you (:

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Thursday, December 11, 2008










Haha, the rest are all up on facebook. I shall post the videos on fb another time, because it takes like super long to load, and I already spent a really long time tagging everyone \: fb is soo lag.
Yay, I love Chi :D
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Hi, I'm blogging from Elaine's computer! (But I'm at home. It's complicated.) Haha. Aaaaand, i'm synching pictures with Melissa! Our Chi girls outing. Awesome :D It was so much fun, all the nail painting, and TWISTER HAHAHAHAHAHA. Yay, I love Chi! :D Funny videos and pictures on facebook! I'll post up one or two here later, maybe. YAYYYYYYYYYY.
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Phillipians 3:13,14

Tonight I am thinking, I am reflecting. This is an unusual hour. Tonight will be the last. Tomorrow I will wake, and I'll arise from my old skin. But tonight, tonight I will peel. This is the only way I can heal. I must peel, I must peel. Then my Saviour, my Jesus, then He will heal me. Then he will mould me. Then he will grow me. Tonight I must peel. For Jesus. My God, My God, My God

can you hear the desperation?
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Awake

I'm waiting, waiting for a lot of things. I'm waiting for God to do as he pleases. And I'm curious. 2009 will be an interesting year.. but let's not forget eventful December'08. The highlight would probably be Youth Camp of course. I am excited for God to move. This time I'm really shedding old skin.

To the devil: I will not give up without a fight.
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Tuesday, December 09, 2008
I JUST FOUND SOMETHING ONLINE.
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Asia/Story/STIStory_311924.html?vgnmr=1'
THIS IS TO ELAINE, NADIA, JOSES AND CHYI WEI WHO LAUGHED WHEN I TOLD THEM I ALMOST BECAME DEAF WHEN MY MOM KISSED REALLY HARD ON MY EAR.
HAAAAAAAAAA!
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YAY CHYI WEI'S BACK :D
but she's leaving again soon, kuku
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7 Things You May Or May Not Care About

#1 today i went to run and i almost puked out my lunch. haha WEAK.
#2 my fringe makes me look like a pong. which isn't good. haha. but it's okay, i'll live. all because i have itchy fingers.
#3 i still have 26 more newspaper article evalutations to doooooooooooo.
#4 but guess what, youth camp is only 8 days away and i can't wait sadkjaskdljkalsdjfsklm!!

okay, what else.

#5 i had mentoring with Nadia today and she showed me her awards night dress!
#6 i can't wait for the chi girls outing on thursday :D
#7 i have no money to watch Bolt with my class ):

well, that's all. i know, my life is so boring. hahahaha
SORRY :P
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Thursday, December 04, 2008
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you've bled much, deep.
you've hurt much, deep.
you've given much, deep.
you've done much, deep.
for me. all for me. just me.
i am your world, and you are mine.
yes, oh yes. treasures and countless joy beholds
no bombastic words, fanciful languages
to express something so simple, so beautiful:
i love you, Lord.
my heart is smiling.
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Tuesday, December 02, 2008
I want to eat jello

who are singapore's trade partners???!?! sheeeeesh. i am so sick and tired of econsxsxsxs

boo hoo
econs holiday homework makes me blue/ kuku.
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hi, i changed my blogskin (:
the tagboard and everything is right at the bottom.
i hope this time the alignment isn't weird like my old one, which according to junhao and Brian it was. this means you can tag now :D
if it's still weird, then i give up.

i had a nice time yesterday (:
and i seriously can't wait for youth camp, it's gunna be so awesome! ahhhhhhh.
anyway it's really hot and stuffy around here, weird, for december. must be global warming.

oh well, off to attempt the untouched holiday homework! bye now! (:
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