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Sunday, November 30, 2008
(:

i'm happy. i'm so happy.
i really love jesus (:
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Monday, November 24, 2008
I LOVE GOD!
I LOVE ALPHA!!
I LOVE CULTURE!!!
I LOVE ENCOUNTER!!!!

seriously encounter was so amazing i cannot stand it odksldmalskdwae.
i can still remember, after being slained, i sat up, and amadea and elaine flocked over to me and i just felt so loved by God, so free, so convicted, i started laughing so hard telling them both i love them so much, and then we started hugging each other, i was laughing, elaine was crying, i kept telling them i loved them, and then suddenly elaine shouted ' i love jesus!' and then we both started bawling into amadea's arms................

ahhhhhhhh, i love Jesus. i love encountering God. i love Jesus so much!!! there is really no way to express how great he is!
people if you're really curious and you wanna experience God for yourself, come ask me about it. you seriously won't regret it!

and if you wanna come for youth camp, from 17th dec to 21st dec ask me too!
our camp speaker is Ps Matt Fielder, the university pastor from Planetshakers (:
everyone is invited, boy/girl
come come and life will NEVER be the same again!
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008



today i overslept and didn't study with joy. ):
and, joel and i didn't go for interact today, eep.
i guess we're going tmr instead.
and my sista's playing Pokemon on her psp,
and i keep watching her play.
like for hours and hours.

on a brighter note, aiwee's coming back today!

and on an even brighter note, encounter is on thursday!
however, my mom took leave from work for the whole week,
but i pray she lets me go.

oh, and my maid is sick.
the good thing is it means we have subway for dinner. (:

somehow, my mood now is : blah
must be the weather.
that, and i'm doing the evaluation of newspaper articles for GP. oh the joy!

can't wait for The Nanny and Friends on hallmark and starworld later!
i <3 cable.
i can't wait for God to move,
Encounter is on thursday everyone!!
Let's All Go! (:
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Monday, November 17, 2008
He's telling me i don't hv to do it alone.
He says he's listening, he's here, he's in control.
sometimes, i _ _ him.

i'm trying to look pass fear, pain, anxiety, sadness, and look to God. the one who delivers. it's not easy, but it's a necessity. i MUST. because i'm the only one who has God in my life, and i'm the only one who can do something.

so i'm begging you God, please.
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
I seriously love my God.

the sun always rises.

what you leave behind,
is the different bits and pieces you place with others.
the pieces of you that others hold.
memories, relationships, words of wisdom.
we struggle to make connections-
'maybe that's how we try to leave ourselves behind, that is, through others.'
but us, we don't have to.
us, we have life Eternal.

why do you struggle to find yourself in others,
when you were made in the image of the Perfect One?
silly, so silly.

He's here, He's waiting.
He's here, He's loving.
He's here, protecting.

So perfect, so gracious
who would pass Him by?
why would you pass Him by?
why would you pass by unending love?
why would you reject infinite blessings?
how could you choose the evils of the world over peace like a river,
joy overflowing?

silly, so silly.
Someone loves you.
Someone loves you.
no matter who you are,
what you've done.
Someone loves you.
more than the world ever could.
Someone loves you,
and deep down
inside your heart, you need it
and you know it too.

come to Him,
draw near
draw near,
Jesus loves You.

really, life is so awesome with Jesus around. I love Him so much. Trust me, i was there, without him before, and i know the difference His love can make. and it is, Big.
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Monday, November 10, 2008
from one season, to the next

laura says
one girl and guy, and two grils

laura says
girls

derek, says
...

derek, says
wow

derek, says
so funny

derek, says
okay.. i go eat lunch with me mom comedian

derek, says
bye

derek, says
faster

derek, says
say bye

laura says
BYE

derek, says
okay

derek, says
byte

laura says
call me comedian

laura says
idiot

laura says
bye

you know how some people just make you feel like punching them? haha.

anyway, the words in bold says it all. it's moving alright, and fast.
time for me to grow up, and grow in God!

bye, i love you all (:
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Friday, November 07, 2008
jump. i really like this picture, it was taken during service learning in China last year. it looks like we're flying. almost. fun times.

anyway i really stink, and i'm all sweaty and sticky. eeck. i just came back from alpha, and we walked from macritchie(spelling?!) reservoir alllllllll the way to adam road food centre or something. to 'practice for the walkaton'. and to eat singapore's best nasi lemak.whatever. i wish i was pregnant, like nadia. then i wouldn't have to walk. haha. but it was fun. i had fun. even though i refused to admit it to Joses. and it was really nice to see all the guys in army again (: i love alpha! i love culture yay (:

i'm just so glad project work is over! i know right, can you believe it? :DDDDDDDDDDD

anyway, poor chyi wei lost her phone. and the poor girl was crying from the bus stop all the way till the middle of the bus ride. ah :( but anyway alpha cheered her up didn't it? (:

anyway i really stink, so Goodbye!

Jesus, he can move the mountains
my God is mighty to save, he is mighty to save.
Forever,
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
i just found out about something that's made me happy[(:] excited[!] and a little apprehensive[\:]
but all in all, i'm looking forward to it.
i think it'll be a nice change, new people, should be fun too. eeeeeeeep!

so anyway, i just finished reading Atonement.
well actually, i just read till the middle, got really tired about the suspense and all and flipped all the way to the back and read the end. i think i got the gist of it.

but seriously some sentences were so beautiful.
like they're dripping with irony and hidden meaning, yet it's undeniably true.
and the words were so descriptive, so accurate.
i wish i could write like Ian McEwan.
he makes you hate the anatgonists (that Briony is so annoying, how could she just jump into naive conclusions! granted, she was only a child BUT STILL(!!!))
and feel for the protagonists (poor cecilia and robbie)

oh well, i think i should just watch the movie. Kiera Knightly is preetaye!
okay, it's nearing seven. time to watch The Nanny on hallmark! yay.

The cost of oblivious daydreaming was always this moment of return, the
realignment with what had been before and now seemed a little worse. Her
reverie, once rich in plausible details, had become a passing silliness before
the the hard mass of the actual.
It was difficult to come back.

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Monday, November 03, 2008


haha, my crazy sister left that sitting at the door on halloween. so act cute right?

i've been so lazy to blog, i guess there's nothing much to say anymore.
you know, i've had a blog since like sec 1 or 2 i think. you'd think i'd run out of things to write huh?

anyway saturday was really awesome, full night of worship. i didn't want it to end, it didn't even feel like one and a half hours. God's prescence was so strong, i've fallen in love with him all over again. i am so happy (: God takes all my troubles and all the sad things in life away. (:

i had mentoring with nadia today, and i was holding my pee in for like over half an hour! gee. but i learnt so much from her, really. yay, i can't wait for youth camp!
i know i'm just jumping from topic to topic.

i'm bouncing random thoughts off my head.

don't want to bore all of you anymore, so farewell!


look into the wall of my mind's eye
i think i know, but i don't know why
the questions are the answers you might need
coming in a mess, going out in style
i ain't goodlooking, but i'm someone's child
no-one can give me the air that's mine to breathe
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