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Monday, February 25, 2008
hello (:

been a long time hahah. today's a good day, i am so glad!
God's just been so real to me now adays, and i really see him answering my prayers in all different ways, and im so so happy! really, i am. praise the lord! i really want to like, share and everything, but most of them are private and personal, so yeah, hahah (: just as i was typing this i totally realized something i read just now, and i realized that yeah, praise the lord, He just like answered another of my prayers! woo hoo. isn't God awesome?

sometimes things are done with good intentions, but it doesn't always turn out right. i guess it's just a matter of perspective, but i'm glad it's alright already (: i hope it is. haha. must be strong friends!

hah, you know, if it had to be anyone at all, i am glad it's you (: really.
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
hmm, reading aiwee's blog always makes me feel like blogging.
feels weird, blogging to myself. apparently people actually notice that my blog disappeared.
i didnt know that many people read my blog anyway. should i change the address back?
but i alr kinda told amadea and natalie and company my new address, but maybe they don't remember it anymore. well, it doesnt matter. i'll tell them if they ask i guess.

weird chinese new year, i never felt so, distanced from my extended family before. i can still remember my soon-to-be cousin-in-law's face, when she found out why i was just standing around holding everybody's bags in the temple. she was like 'seriously? she's a christian?!?!?!'

lskddejsfls. well, im not gunna say it doesnt hurt, and im not gunna deny that at that point i almost wanted to give in and just hold the joss sticks to fit in. but you know, i am trying my best. well maybe it isn't my best. maybe i could have said No to my uncle, maybe i could have stood up during reunion dinner and go, may i say grace for us all? maybe it was just me thinking too much, thinking that my uncles and cousins and aunts were looking at me differently, thinking of me differently. maybe they still do love me as much as they used to, if they ever did.

guess i just didnt have the guts.
guess i wasn't strong enough to stop the devil from taunting me.

oh well. no matter. as a friend says, just pray , in the end things will work out. it's only whether we can wait till the end comes, or give up along the way.
so yeah! i won't give up, and i won't give in.
one day, you'll see.
one day i'll walk into the church, with my whole family behind me, believers, bearers of the cross. so yeah! just watch me and my family (:

anyway, i've decided to put a link at my old site, to this new site, so, yay. if i remember how to anyway.

today's sunday service was the best ever, for a sunday service.(not that i've been for sunday services long, but yeah) the youth band was really really good!
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Saturday, February 02, 2008
i am loving my class. 1sa8 (:
stupid people doing dumb stuff, covering up for people who pon tutorials, lunch at bk, online class conversations, faith mai moving mountains, hahaha.
swim pe wasn't as bad as i thought, but i was still as self conscious as ever.
but who cares, as long as i can't see myself in my swimsuit i wont be reminded of my fatness.

still, i feel kinda uneasy whenever i think abt acjc.
i really don't know if i've made the right decision.

still not too late, i can always appeal to go njc or something. i really really don't know. i don't feel good about this at all\:

hey, dear friend. please don't lose sight of Jesus.

today's saturday, which meant there was culture today! yay (:
a spirit of excellence, yeah, cos our king deserves nothing less.
and all of God's people say, Amen!
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