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Friday, December 28, 2007
shucks, i wanted to say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!
but it's alr 1.14am. \:

soooooo HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY GRACE! I love you and god bless you. (:
you'll be in njc with cheryl, and the rest of us will be over at acjc, and i'll miss you both alot!
i hope you had a wonderful, amazing, fantastic time today. your parents are awesome hahah. and i will forever miss & rmb your amazing cards and your tuna sandwich and your fetish for small boys (preferably short & fat) and the times and hours we spent toiling in band, playing the saxophone with you, you are indeed an amaaaaaazing woman, one that can do great things for God. i know that you'll get a perfect score of 6 for your o levels, no sweat, and i pray that you'll continue to do great things to glorify Him. i love you hon (:

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i watched benchwarmers again on hbo/starworld ystd. funny how it's suppose to make you laugh, but you don't.

stupid devil.
yay Jesus!
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !
cmon let's celebrate, celebrate, celebrate and sing, celebrate and sing, to the kingggggggg (:

i'm actually quite disappointed about today, but i guess it's part of God's plan, and i trust him. his own timing i guess. it could have been worse. like my dad could have stood up in the middle of the sermon, point his middle finger and shout 'RUBBISH!' before walking out. can't afford to be sad today anyway, because THIS WAS THE DAY JESUS CHRIST WAS BORN! woo hoo.

thank you Jesus.
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
ahhhhhhh. i really can't wait for youth camp. somewhere i can escape from my family for awhile.
i really need a break. be at a place where God is centered in everything we do.

so another scandal has rocked this household of mine. it'a a real bummer, cos i like her alot. i've never been so terrified in my life, like seriously. i was crying and shivering. shivering with fright, you know. i mean, the police, you know. that's freaking serious. and she's a really good person, i know. she really can't help it, not with her family situation at all.

plus, there's my grandma's prayer thing tmr. gosh. i'm really really really scared. ahhhh. it really sucks. to be the only one, out of all my uncles and aunties and cousins and sister and father and mother. they're gunna scorn at me, accuse me of being weak, disrespectful, disobedient, defiant, foolish...... ahhhh. but it's alright, i thank god for giving me this opportunity to stand up for my faith, to show my family how much jesus means to me, but AHHHHHHH.
my hand is shaking just thinking about this. ok so only my aunt, grandfather and my immediate family knows i'm a christian. so that's 5 people down. 12 more people to go. sfkdlgofkoekdflsdkf.
im particualrly afriad of my fifth uncle and my oldest cousin. they are really really strong buddhsits. you have no idea how demeaning they can be either. please please please if you read this pray for me. i really need courage, lots and lots of courage, and faith.
thanks for all the prayers and words of encouragement too.

my family is so screwed up right now. kdsjlafdjsdfkljkewf. suck suck suck. see, this is what happens to a family when jesus is not made the centre of it.

and i know a thank you post for my birthday is long overdue, but im so sorry, there's just so many things that are happening right now, my mind is like dsaflsfmsaklnfffffffdsngrsneesjkjsklfm right now.

please please please give me enough courage jesus PLEASE. can you imagine being forced to bow before the dead, eat the food offered to the dead, offer incense to the dead. a dead person in hell. oh, how the devil must be laughing. \:

well, i musn't let the devil win, i won't let him.

alright laura, all set and ready to go.

it's time for war.
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Thursday, December 13, 2007

break my heart for what breaks yours
don't let my heart break over stupid things.
everything i am for your kingdom's cause
show me how to love like you have loved me.
im so sorry guys, i will post a thank you post another time. i had a lovely time today.
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
so aiwee rachel and rophi slept over last night. it's been a long time since we've came together like that. everyone's just so busy now, or maybe i'm the one who's busy. met the girls at vivo at night just for ben&jerry's, cuz rachel and aiwee were ____ at work and were depressed, hahahah. lazed around, played guitars and cards. i miss spending time with those three girls.

i want to win one of the prizes for the culture lucky draw thing! they're really cool.

and i want to thank natalie, francis, melodie, shangmin, vina and benjamin for the lovely cup. (:
and to those people who payed for my present, which was an awesome pair of earrings, and wrote on my card, thank you. and thank you sam for waiting for me at my house for close to 3 hrs to surprise me with a wonderful gift and a heartfelt letter, just so you could pass it to me before your church camp! which you are at now, i suppose. you're really an awesomeeeee friend! <3 !

hello, there's so many things i want to say, but i can't. i guess i'm not allowed, so i won't. but it's okay, i trust God, and so do you. so that's good. i'm doing good, how about you? yeah, that's good.
jdhskjfahjksfhhaiuehfjsnfjsafoihewkjfhkjsafkfowajef.

don't worry, i'm fine, no more emo posts, right? (: i can do this.

so since felicia is complaining, i'll reply to all tags.
to nadia, felicia, natalie, bud, sheryl, abigail, amadea, jun hao, brian, jean, charlene, aiwee, and whoever else that has ever tagged on my blog before :
HELLO :D I'M FINE AND EVERYTHING THANK YOU :D

keeping busy? check. typing rubbish? check. talking to oneself? check. talking to people? check.
guess there's only one thing left to do.....

kill myself.

LOL. i'm just kidding. haha. i'll pray and pray and pray till it all goes away.. come on guys, i need your prayers!
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Saturday, December 08, 2007
charlene and her darlings
4e clique


same classes 4 years running baby!


Mr G's starfishes


4e'07
yawn. tired. shall blog about today tomorrow. chow!
<3
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Monday, December 03, 2007
so, i totally have the best buddy in the worldddddd (:
really sweet! this is the sms he sent me on saturday :

twelve, into memories we shall delve. Thank you for being a friend, for being yourself.

like huh, totally random right? i thought so too, didn't reply him, cos i thought he was being his nonsensical self.

and then the next day he sent :

eleven. calls with you have been like heaven.

and then it dawned on me, he was counting down to my birthday! zomgggggggggg, so sweet right! dsfjskfjskjfoewfs.

so here's today's mini poem:

ten. i'm your greatest fan, though our roads do come to a bend, with this sms that i send, at least you know i am your friend:)

gahhhh, someone is a lucky ladyyyyyy(: (and no, i am not referring to myself)

so anyway, i am at peace with myself and God now, which is good. well, i wish walks with God can be a bed of roses, but it can't and it won't, so all i can do now is ask for his mercy and his strength, and most importantly, praise him always! yay! wanna know why?? because no one, nothing, deserves it more than the Almighty, All-powerful, wonderful KING!

p.s. jean, my whole body is killing me, but let's do it again soon! (: i'm DETERMINED to climb up that stupid bar.

p.p.s : class chalet tomorrow, yay! (:

thank you Jesus for good friends and good buddies, you're so good to me(:
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
back from mel's wedding. mel's my tuition teacher, hah. was kinda weird, kinda bored.

but guess who i saw there? seriously, what are the chances.

yes, i saw JOSHUA there. zomgg, lol lol. apparently melissa's his stepbrother's cousin.

so at least there was a familiar face. aaannnnnnnnd, the dessert was like buffet, and guess who tapped my shoulder from behind? JUDY! zomggggg. hahahah. yay, culture tomorrow :D

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