worship at a playground, how cool is that?
ok, it wasn't that cool really, with people looking and all.
plus there were flies and it was really really hot.
still, im glad we're still able to continue our weekly devotions together, despite it
being the exam period. shows that we're still putting God first, isn't that great? (:

i love saturdays, awesome loads of fun.
sighh, i wish everyday's a saturday.

three papers tomorrow, i can't wait for exams to be over.

i only want you lord. no one else but you.blogged at9:58 PM

i feel like a major load's been lifted off my shoulders.

IM DONE WITH GEOGRAPHY YES YES YES!
hooray!

now i have to start with social studies. i hate hate hate social studies \:
but i have no choice, i only have one humanities. i have to count geog/ss elect.
suckk.

went to rachel's house with aiwee after the geog paper today, watched a movie, played cards,
watched friends, ate spinnach pizza.

4 downnnnnn, 6 more major papers to go! i don't care about paper one sciences.
after the biology paper, im gunna drag rachel and anyone else who'd come and we'll go shoppingggggggggggggggg. please please please, i seriously need a dose of retail therapy ):

well, God did answer my prayer. i just knew that would be his answer. i knew it i knew it i knew it. deep down inside, i just knew it. but i refused to admit it, and now his answer can't be anymore obvious. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
well rachel thinks i shouldn't test him like that, like you can't go ' okay God if you're real make it rain now" and then it'll rain. right?
i know. but this one's really really really obvious.
i don't know.
oh well. time will tell!

well, i'm thankful that i'm able to at least complete the geog paper, i would say it wasn't the easiest paper i've done. the questions were weird. the other papers so far were alright. can't do
anything now but study, it's all in God's hands now!

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just remembered.
something that made me laugh real hard today

zijian: hey, do you have an amaths textbook i could borrow?

rophi & i : no..?

zijian: darn, i was really looking forward to burning one!

yeah, no more amaths ever ever ever baby!
hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahablogged at10:24 PM

Cast me gently into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight
If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end

Sarah Mclachlan - Answer

two down, twelve more to go! (:blogged at9:42 PM

this is it.
four whole years of my adolenscent life,
all that i've been working for.
my whole future, my life, what i'm worth, is going to depend on the next few papers i'll be taking,
scary isnt it?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,

well, heading off to aiwee's place tomorrow morning for a little worship cum devotions session before our amaths paper.
hopefully it'll be a good start. soothe our nerves, give us confidence and all.
plus aiwee's a genius so we can ask her last minute questions hahaha.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. this must be how thousands of 16/17 year olds feel at this time of the year.

like they're gunna get a heart attack any moment.

i can't wait for it to come and just get over with it, but at the same time, i don't want it to come at alllllllllllllll!

i can't help but think of all the wonderful things we've all planned for our holidays, chalets after chalets, sleepovers, movies, shopping, chitty chitty bang bang, church camp (yay!), my holidays are gunna be so packed. plus, i can't spend money much because i have to save for church camp.
but it's okay, it'll be a worthy investment (:

omgggg omggggggggg omggggggggggg omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

13 more hours to go.

PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE.

and god bless everyone who's taking o levels, love you all! (:blogged at10:41 PM

monty died.
i will miss him.
though i don't really spend time with alfred and him, but still.
he was a gentle, sweet thing.
i don't think rophi killed him though?
feeding it fishfood won't kill it right?
thanks for the card though, so sweet. it's really funny too. (:

i need to wake up, wake up!
so tired.

do you know, you can see peoples' souls through their eyes.
you have beautiful eyes.blogged at8:31 PM

how wonderful, how beautiful
Jesus your name,
name above every name.


please tell me i did the right thing.
please tell me i wasn't overreacting.
please tell me i wasn't being a busybody.
please dont tell me that i should have minded my own business.

i did it because she was my friend, and i love her, as a sister in christ.
i could see how it was ruining her, her relationship between God and herself.
especially after Ps Adrian prophesized over her.
God has big things planned for her, and it would only stop and slow her down in growing with christ.
i did it because she told me she didnt want it, she told me she knew it wasn't right.
i did it because i knew that if i didn't show her how strongly i felt over it, i know that she'll back out.
i did it because i know that it just wasn't right.
i did it because i care for her.

i just snapped, especially when she said 'i want to, but i know he loves me alot'
i held her, shook her, and told her to wake up.

isn't it true, that God's love is the only one true love?
isn't it true, that if he really loved her, he would have respected her, respected her body?
isn't it true, that if he really came for God, no matter what happens between them, he'll still come back to church, for God?
isn't it true that the point of all those, was just to save him, help him?

then why, why do i feel so horrible.
why do i feel as if, i'm such a busybody.

somebody, please tell me what i did was right.

all creations bow to worship you,

i will sing forever,
Jesus i love you, Jesus i love you.blogged at10:36 PM

Dedicated to a dear friend

samuel, my buddy.
what can i say?
you've just been such a dear, sweet friend.
i remember, we did devotions together on the phone,
we shared our stories, about our life, about our past.
then we sort of drifted apart.
but now, we're close buddies again. (:
talks on the phone, and i will always remember that phone call.
the voice of a friend, so comforting to my ears.
i always believed God made you do it.
to hear a friend in need.
and even now, as you play the guitar on the phone.
it brings back such memories, of my past.
a past that you've so willingly been a part of.
i remember the valentines day gift, and the letter.
unexpected, but sweet.
i'm sorry if i've hurt you, especially that day. but you told me before, that if i didn't mean something, i shouldn't say it.
i will miss the days when you'd miss call me with different numbers, and then accuse me of trying to avoid you when i pick up the call.
you're hillarious. (:
i wish you the best in all the things to come, including your mission of courting HSH (:

with love, (and i do mean it this time)
laura (:blogged at11:09 PM

Persuasion- by Jane Austen


a story about waiting.
about two people, they meet, and they almost fall in love.
but the timing isn't right.
then they have to part.
years later, they meet again, and get another chance.
but they dont know, if too much time has passed,
if they waited too long,
if it was too late to make it work?

what would stand the test of time? would this?blogged at10:06 PM

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