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Friday, August 31, 2007
my god,
is an AWESOME God
he reigns,
from heaven above
with wisdom
power and love
my God is an AWESOME God!
hoorayyyyyyyy!!
hooray for me!
hooray for Jesus! YAY! this is the best day ever.
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"I think that we view a relationship the wrong way and honestly we very rarely are seeking God in every area of our relationships and even before we get one.When in a relationship we seek to serve our own needs and desires and forget what Love actually means... we turn Love into something God never intended it to be, God wants us to see eachother as Brothers and Sisters in Christ and nothing more until we know we are ready to pursue marriage and only then should we bother dating...otherwise a relationship is a selfish act, it doesn't benifit either person and leads you down the road to heart break.I just pray that you all see what is being said here... God didn't create dating, the world did, God created Love and he wants us to preferably be with one person our whole lives that's why he has so many rules when it comes to this topic... cos it is sacred, it is beautiful, it's in his perfect plan."

quoted from nadia(:

yes, i am so happy! hahahahhhh. this is revelation. i finally, finally, like FINALLY understand. this is soooo true, and i am sooooooo happy! hahah!

thank you Jesus(:
blessed is your name
for sending such angels
to bless us all
thank you for Nadia, Lord.
thank you thank you Jesus!
you answered my prayers
and i love you i love you i love you!
awesome God
mighty God!

hahahahahah! no more emo posts! hooray! ahhhhhhhhh, im just so happy(:
i feel so free now. like, my hearts lighter, my mood's better, and I LOVE YOU JESUS(:
hahahahahah, i have an AWESOME God! :D
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
samuel's waiting for me at ikea now. gunna make teacher's day cards, hahahah. my primary school friends are asking me to go back tomorrow. ah, should i go? i'm meeting felicia tomorrow too. and i can't go back and face them with my ugly hair!! shucksssssssss. aiweeeeeee, i really hate my new fringe. okay, i HAVE to go meet samuel now. he's been waiting for like half an hour. lol. i bet he's going to say something mean. maybe i'll wear a cap there, hahahah.
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adjectives & lost hair

lighter, shorter.
farewell, two years.
heart pumping, screaming.
5 seconds of adrenalin pumped.
scared to look.
unrecognisable.
regret.

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i hate chemistry practicals. they're always so messy, with all the acids and salts and pouring and titrating and heating. my burette overflowed and the acid was all over my skirt. i felt so itchy the whole time.

back home, with aiwee, george and richard in tow. played bridge, george is horrible at everything. even cheating doesn't help.

we went to cut our hair. ahhhhhhh. i mean, it's nothing drastic. but we've all got fringes now. i wasn't even suppose to cut bangs, but i didn't understand the hairdresser, and she just snipped it right off! sigh. back to my lower secondary days.

best thing to do
makes the most sense.
but is this the only way?
just say it.
and i'll wait.
unless.
it's not reciprocal.
then
i think
i'd like to wake up now.
from this horrible dream.
this beautiful nightmare.


Lord, hold me close.
i need you now,
here with me.
hand over my heart
breath upon my skin.

hide me now
under your wings
cover me
within your mighty hands
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007
chuckle


the slow ripples of wind on water;
the lashing waves before.
like the sweet scented smell of lighted joss sticks
-wafting till it burns no more

do we run a treacherous mountain,
just to prepare an easy race?
do we lie along the lone sea shore,
awaiting for what we must face?

somewhere along the gaping horizon,
the future will come to past.
we'd seen, we'd heard,
and definately we'd laugh,
but whose chuckle's heard last?
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(:

i don't believe in long distance relationships. besides, if you've barely met that person for 2 weeks before he goes back to his country, did it really count as a relationship? it's so amazing how love, lust and infatuation can make a person do crazy things. as a third person, you see how she falls head over heels over the slightest things, how she does things that just seem too.. obvious. you tut and you tsk, but when you've caught the bug, nothing matters except keeping your heart beating, because you know that when you stop doing the things you're doing, your heart's not the only part of you that dies.

hello bryan ang! (: hahah. tell me when you've read this.

i'm going to flunk biology. so, what's new?
Thank God for helping me pull through prelims so far, i know that without him, i wouldn't be able to remember soooooo many things. really.

i see you, i talk to you, but where are you? i know you're in there somewhere. somewhere, over the rainbow...

Jesus, you are my best friend
you were always there
and nothing can ever change it
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