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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
ech. been so tired and peeved out these few days. have been pretty eventful. shall not elaborate much. so many different things going on. rnd's presentation was a total screw up. totally impromptu. and the teachers' faces were all like 'er.. okay.. right.' blech. recently my results have been improving, which is pretty good. but i shouldn't be like too happy too soon because there're like truckloads more tests to come. for example, the three freaking tests tmr. wth. i don't care im not studying for chinese. anw the words are only 10 marks.

just sent leon the geog brouchure. hope he rmbs to print it out. that free loader. didn't even do anything. just like the chem project. dunno what jocelyn (koh) sees in him. haha.

ok. im glad i didn't make any commitments. because suddenly it seems like __ just vanished and disappeared into mid air. thank goodness my pride held me back. ok. im talking abt two different things. its not what u think it is. except maybe for aiwee and rachel and rophi. lol. now its pretty obvious. i mean. to the three of them. ok. nvm. forget it. but anw. what i would like to say is.

it's always the same. boys, are just boys. every single one of them. (so screw you)
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
till now im still thinking. if i hadnt said what i said during the inteview. would things have been different? i know i'd never live with myself if i didnt tell the truth. i do love band more then council. i knew that i wldnt get it after what i said during the second rounds. and i was mentally prepared. but right now my feelings are getting the better of my thinking. and i just cant help but feel that my pride is hurt. if he said the same thing as me. then how come it turned out different? and im psyched cos now the 4 of us will be together. ha. really i am. perhaps this is god's will. maybe im really not up to it. but who knows? right now, i've just got my ego to heal.

p.s: thanks clemence for helping me with my blog. and sorry abt the pirates.

pps: now im going to study harder then ever.
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Friday, July 07, 2006

. says:
i dont think im meeting grace
. says:
you watch charm ???
get it on says:
huh how come?
get it on says:
abit
. says:
she wants to take the train when i said got a bus that go that
. says:
oh anyway billy is the new person in charm if im not wrong
get it on says:
haha
get it on says:
no la
get it on says:
billy is a cow
. says:
oh
. says:
haha
get it on says:
go take train with her leh!
. says:
waste time -.-
. says:
and i dont have her number to contact her
get it on says:
i give u her number
. says:
kk
get it on says:
u better go with her if not ill slap u
. says:
ok ok
. says:
oh yeah y did you cry??
get it on says:
because
get it on says:
when i was presenting i started laughing and screwed up my presentation
get it on says:
lol
. says:
it ok one la
. says:
like no need to cry
. says:
did anyone say you screwed up???
get it on says:
no
. says:
then
get it on says:
but they were just being nice
. says:
are you sure
. says:
???
get it on says:
yup
. says:
oh
get it on says:
thanks for asking anw(:

there's more. but. thank you and i love you caspar! great friend.
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i love my section. serious. i am so deeply in love with them. they are like the best. serious. i mean. (not counting grace) they are all guys. and yet they're so sweet! i love them luh. serious. i mean they bother to ask me what happened and if i was ok. they actually bothered to msg me and ask me how i was. they actually sincerely care. theodore msged me and called me too. caspar msged me too. gosh. i love them luh. they are so so sweet. im so touched! ahs. both of them were like ' are u okay.. what happened.' and stuff. they rock! im so looking forward to our outing tmr(: we're going to the njc concert. and we're having dinner together. our first official section outing. not counting the section lunch during camp. we're gunna have fun!

anw. today wasn't too good. but i guess i can take it as learning experience. and mr lim is right. we always tend to magnify our mistakes. and i have improved compared to last yr during L&L. bleah. but what an irony it was. i was presenting abt public speaking when i screwed it up myself. hah. oh well. tmr will be a better day! and i will have the section outing to look forward too! can't wait!
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Monday, July 03, 2006
gahhhhhhhhhs. so bored. home alone home alone. bah. sucks to be home alone at night anw. went out with rophi just now and i finished my emaths hw. was suppose to go out with gavvvv but he flipped three tails so we didnt. hah. go figure it out urself. my family is just like a drama serial. it's reaaaaaaaal complicated. hah. 29th july. we'll see how it goes. anw. lemme introduce u to my family. theres. an artist. a photographer. a gay. a mistress(who's the first woman in southeast asia to win some blackbelt competition or something). a granduncle and aunts whom my grandma 'disowned' but we still secretly visit them and stuff. and we're pretty close to them. the aunts that is. and a whole entire step family(30 plus members) that we havent met since dunno when. ive nv met them anw. and my granddad's oldest step daughter is 70 yrs old lol. wait. its not really step daughter. its more of like his first wife's daughter. anw. 70 yrs old luh. bloody old. my granddad must have married my step(??)grandmother when he was like.. 19? lolol. anw we're gunna meet them on the 29th july. my grandad's wish. actually they claim its my step(??) grandma's wish before she died like two years ago.

anw. isnt it like a drama serial? hah. kinda scary. and i nv knew ___ was a mistress. they use to take my sister and i out when we were young all the time. i still rmb. the trips to kfc and stuff. and i nv knew ___ was gay too. lol. hah. agggggggh. bored bored bored bored bored!
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