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Saturday, April 15, 2006
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOSHUA, MY GREATEST SENIOR!

haha. i absolutely love joshua. he's seriously the best! it's like i hop from senior to senior, first valerie then alston then joshua. anws band on thursday was really really fun. i've never had so much fun with my section before.. at the start of band grace theodore josiah and i were trying to get the surprise 'party' for joshua prepared.. running all over school, making the impromptu birthday card, collecting the hillarious most childish looking cake i've ever seen(courtesy of josiah's dad). it had like two mini tamia cars that cld actually run, a hello kitty doll, some palm trees and lao fu zi or something. it's the first time i seriously realize how great my juniors are. it's like aiwee keeps telling me i have the best juniors in the world.. and i always say no and stuff. but really, they're not so bad after all! anw we were late for band cos we were trying to get all the stuff ready and everything, and we had to lie to joshua that i fainted in the toilet that's why we were late.. and i think he believed us! cos i was a good actor and pretended to be all faint and stuff. haha. yup. and alvamar overture especially the last page, is a killer. and then after band we threw joshua the surprise party! and zhen rong came back too.. and it was fun. we smashed cake at each other and stuff. haha. oh and! MR QUEK CAME TO BAND. i have no idea why. he was sitting at the sofa behind the tubas.. it was a TOTAL SHOCK. please dont tell me he's gunna be a teacher-in-charge of band please.. so all in all band was GREAT.

good friday was shopping day for me. went out with rophi. went shoe shopping! i bought this really nice pair of flats! it's nice i like it alot. we went to watch take the lead too. and i just realize how embarrassing it is to go toilet halfway through a movie. haha. and after the movie rophi and i really had to go toilet again and the toilets were all so crowded we ran all over the place trying to find an empty toilet and we were laughing so hard i thought i was gunna pee in my pants. it was fun..
and after that i joined the rest of my family at great world for dinner. and THEN my mom sis and i went shopping again!(my dad went home cos he cant stand shopping with us) and i bought 3 quaters and i love love love it! hahah. i think my mom spent like 700 dollars on clothes that day cos she bought like so many business jacket thingys in zara which is like crazy. hur hur hur i LOVE SHOPPING(:

okay now after all the fun, it's time for homework. sigh. liu lao shi is mad.... i can't do so many pages of zuo ye.. i will die. any tests next week?? i can't rmb. is there bio or something. SHIT. i just realized we havent done our chinese project. darn. ah heck lah. lol.

thank you for making me smile, even without meaning to.
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Monday, April 10, 2006
ooooooohhhh screw chemistry. i am never ever gunna be able to pull my f9 up. not when mrs ling's setting the test papers anw. and i hate doing tests in the lab. it's like no atmosphere and stuff. my head just goes blank and i can't think and stuff. ah hate chemistry.

band was horrible again today. it was nothing to do with the playing and stuff. it's just ms sia is like. ugh. she made me so malu today. she wanted to like blindfold me and stuff. and she's like. i dunno lah. all i did was just nudge grace. and wee liang kept bugging me abt the section t shirt and stuff. he was like tapping my shoulder all the time. wait not tap. more like. whack! he's like whack whack whack "EH LAURA!! THE SECTION T SHIRT WE LIKE HAVENT DO YET HOR?? EHH!! LAURA!!!" and im like just shut up lah lol. AND. i totally _____ my skirt and josiah was like 'why is your skirt half wet? " i was like so embarrassed! ahh. and when i refused to say he was like 'Ohhh.. it's that time of the month right?'

okay. physics test tmr. i can do it!
and i dunno how to do amaths from exercise 4b onwards.
and i havent done chinese hw.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. this is great.
blogged at8:40 PM


Saturday, April 08, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAAAAAAAAA FOO!
I LOVE YOU(:
i love your hair.
i love your skin(colour too, yes!)
i love your stupid laugh.
i love it when you give THAT JULIA LOOK! that retarded face hahaha sry.
i love seeing u at the lockers in the mornings.
and best of all, I LOVE YOUR MOLEY(:
and i mean it too!

thanks for being such a nice kind lovely person! even though sometimes i do go abit overboard over ur mole and skin colour(: im real sry abt that. you are always someone whom i can count on to message in the morning when i wake up! i know that you'll definately reply me because, well. you're julia! and somehow or other we seem to wake up at the same time and stuff. haha. and you are always blocking MY way at the lockers, especially in the mornings, just as i always block your way! anw u are a really great person and a really great friend. and you care alot and stuff too. and you're really responsible. and i love you julia! haha.

see. a special post dedicated to you, julia. you must be so pleased!

sports day was boring. lunch was fun. though it wasn't a real bonding session cos grace left even before we started on lunch and rachel only came when we were ending cos SHE WENT TO BUY A NEW PHONE!! but i think i still prefer mine. though i don't really like mine. i like may's one alot! took some pictures at the staircase and stuff. i think alot of people thought we were mad.. haha. but there wasn't a real grp photo cos aiwee and rophi left first.. and grace went even earlier.

watched ice age2 with rachel and cheryl. it's really funny. haha. and there was this really pretty little caucasian girl who was sitting next to me in the cinema.. and cheryl was jealous and wanted to switch places with me. which i obviously refused, of course. naturally!

it's like a chemical reaction. the result is explosive! time goes by soo quickly and then it ends before we know it. just anything under the sun. and i cldn't stop smiling. i didn't even expect it to be like that. i thought it wld be akward and i'd be shy and all. before that i was wishing and hoping like mad that i cld switch it back. but i guess if you go there with an open mind.. anything can happen! i can't wait.

give me a pen to draw the line. did you forget that it's not what it was anymore? i say, lets not get off track.
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Monday, April 03, 2006
my phone rang 4 times in band today! and the last time was when ms ng was scolding the band.. and then suddenly my phone rang! and i was like so embarrassed. oh well. today wasn't a real good day.
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
great. my internet just went bonkers. today was like totally unproductive. i didnt even start on my hw yet. though i did have tuition. and today my tuition teacher used my toilet to shit. and the flush went crazy and all her shit went up and outwards and some fell onto the floor and stuff. it was gross. my poor maid had to clear it up and after that she skipped lunch. haha.

i wished it wouldn't have to be this way.
don't talk to me like you're ice.
be the way you are and not what you're suppose to be.
why act it like it doesn't matter.
because it hurts to know you are.

don't, don't, don'ts.

i wish things were back to normal. but it never ever will. tear down that horrible faceless mask or we'll be history.

we'll stick together, no matter what. no matter what;
blogged at8:41 PM


Saturday, April 01, 2006
back from the sports day heat. i feel like im just the most terrible person on earth. i've disappointed 4 people and made one of my good friend feel bad and stuff in just 2 minutes. i don't even feel like i deserve the medal.. it's all my fault that we didnt do better. i wldnt have minded even if we had gotten last if it wasn't because of me or something. you know. i'm just so sorry.. it's all my fault. i'm really very sorry. and aiwee please don't feel bad and stuff cos like. in a race we're competing against each other and everything. but we're still friends and i will never ever blame u or anything so please dont feel bad or it'll just make me feel worse.. it's not an obligation and stuff. if u get what i mean. and i love you! a little thing like that won't affect our friendship right.


ah. im sry guys. sry shu sze sry shu mei sry cuifen. and thanks guys for everything.
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