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Monday, February 27, 2006
my father is gross. he was talking abt his orgas bee hoon or something. okay nvm. band was so horrible. and i had no idea she was upset at all! i seriously thought she was happy about it. i'm so sorry i didnt notice. sometimes im very insensitive and like. clueless. and rophi, don't worry about band at all. you can do it! you are much way better then YW. you can fight with her for that very last position.

i screwed chemistry. i got c5 for the whole of term 1 for ss. i'm totally gonna screw chinese too. and screw flag raising. i have to stay back tmr just for flag raising. and screw band. bleah.

i havent done e maths hw yet. screw e maths lol

i like going to aiwee's house. duplex was nice! and shu sze talked real loud haha. and thank you julia for holding one of my skates for me. and aiwee how many times must i tell you, i was late because i went to buy FBT for you okay!! still don't love me!

council kayaking again. i don't wanna look like i have some kinda disease luh. i'm partnering caleb chng this time. i hope it'll be fun. im sick of kayaking alr!

and i love.. you! (and M.P(haha rachel and rophi :P))
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
hah, smart rachel. we didn't do any work at all! rophi kept going 'okay we'll start studying in 5 mins.' and 5 mins later, 'okay 5 more mins' until FINALLY 'okay we start studying at 6.' lol. they left at like 6.15? they = rophi and nicol. they came my house to supposedly study. and what did we end up doing? playing with our handphones, reading other people's messages, taking photos and videos, going online, watching dumb cartoons and ice skating competitions and singing competitions. wow. haha. and i don't understand, do i really sing that badly?! how come when i started singing then nicol and rophi burst out laughing. and they even wanted to record me singing lol. i can sing in tune okay!

all the science teachers have something against me. i went 'yo lilin!' and like she went 'yo laura' and then SUDDENLY mrs ling said 'laura come here!' and then she changed my seat for chem practical. ><". she changed my seat for chemistry in the classroom too. it's just she just catches me talking at the wrong time la! now i have to sit next to daryl and it's kinda boring but at least i pay attention and stuff. and mr firhad's worse la. i wasn't even talking and i was looking right at him and then suddenly he just turned and looked right back at me and then he went 'laura stop talking!' and the other time at the lab jonathan tai was talking to me and i was just listening and i was about to open my mouth to laugh and then he went 'thank you laura have you finished?' it's like his brain already so used to it that it's like everytime he hears someone talking he'll say laura stop talking even before he can help it. and during physics prac i changed seats with marilene for awhile cos she was quite lonely sitting right at the corner with no one around and i wasn't even talking and then mr fa iz was like ' yes laura?' like i was talking but i wasn't! AND during e maths rachel asked me to pass the worksheet to grace so i said 'leon can you pass this to grace?' and then mr ganesan was like 'laura 50 questions!' cos he said whoever talked had to do 50 questions. see.. aiwee passed me the scold-you-for-no-reason disease! it used to be her getting scolded for no reason but it's my turn now! yep. sigh.


no shortcuts for this one. it's the moment of truth. please don't let it be this way. i need a miracle!
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Saturday, February 18, 2006

i love chuah A.W(:
i like company going home.
yay enping and robin(:
rophi looks totally retarded. don't know what she's doing. see band makes people go crazy!

who's the photographer huh. i didn't even know my phone had those pictures in band. see band is quite nice. not alot of people get to see what the band room is like. and there's even a secret door into the auditorium. so sometimes we use the auditorium for sectionals.


yay new pictures. everybody looks disfigured there so i'll just post them here so you can look at them properly (and see my beautiful face clearly as well). gosh i think rophi's 'humbleness' is catching.

my butt is aching. and my legs and my arms. i can't move. ha. i thought there were lots of people ahead of me for the fun race or whatever. and then i found out i got 4th! yay. but it's kinda stupid luh lol. all the people who run very fast all run the competitive so it's like not a big accomplishment. i cant even run faster then rophi and aiwee lol. and there were like so few people. and stuff. AND RIGHT. rachel kinda ruined the corners of my foxtrot with water or something and then she dropped my phone on this gravel slope thingy. ugh rachel! blur clumsy queen.


after cross country we went to eat and then rophi and i played at rachel's house and we all had a little nap together on her bed for a few minutes before rophi and i went back home. i'm so proud of shu sze and joy! they are such pro runners! oh whatever i'm typing stuff at random. going for some picnic thing to celebrate my cousin's birthday. but it's like raining? how to have picnic lol.

and i felt so dirty i went to bathe immediately when i reached home. and the fun race top 40 they give towels as a prize or something and i lost mine): first time i run so fast in my entire life and i lost the only thing to remember it by.

i'm so tired. i don't wanna do homework!

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Friday, February 17, 2006
everyone's in a bad mood. ugh. had council meeting today. they told the probation councillors who's in and who's not. i just think they're way of choosing the councillors are really unfair to some of them. shan't elaborate. abel was really extremely pissed at the exco. lanz totally sucks. i wonder what jasmine sees in him. he's so mean luh.he's like. ah. he really hurt my feelings. stupid shit.

and band today. valerie and joshua were both sick. sectionals were super slack. we didn't practise at all. alston taught me how to play pink panther. theodore josiah and bryan didnt come for like half of band luh. slackers. at least it was better then that day when grace was sick on monday and valerie didnt come as well and i was the only freaking girl in my stupid section and then theodore made me sit next to caspar so that i had to share my file with him. yucks i do not like caspar at ALL. he is like so irritating. i had to pretend i was playing first so that i didnt have to share file with him. and after band we stayed back for awhile to talk to abel nada shihan or something luh. it was kinda fun. made me feel better.



sometimes i'm so clueless. sometimes im so insensitive. this isn't the first time. i'm sorry, you.
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY!

i'm sorry if i didn't give everyone a present, it just that mark lim took all my sweets!(graceee.. JEALOUS??:D)

haha. thank you to everybody who gave me something or wished me or something la. haha. and i love aiwee's letter! i love you too aiwee(: and thank you

rophi and rachel even though we agreed not to get each other anything but you still gave me some leftovers anyway

julia and your stupid letter i do NOT always block your locker it's just that your locker is always in my way!

jocelyn and your gross letter i cant believe you actually kissed like 100 pieces of paper or something. but as julia says.. it's umm. 'creative'

shusze i'm sorry! your homemade chocolate fell out of it's box and there was abit of chocolate on all of my presents! but i love you anyway.

and lilin and jasmine and nada and joshua and constance and cheryl and grace etc etc and thank you clemence for the stuff i like it very much and it's really sweet.

and right. if you ask nicol anything about valentine's day and a SPECIAL SOMEONE and he says no, he's lying. just a hint. ;) sorry nicol:D don't you just love going home with me?
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
okay. the reason why ive not been posting for so long is that. as you can see. im changing my blog skin. and after changing halfway, i felt sick and tired and lazy of doing anything more and so i've decided to leave it as it is! ughs. and everyone's face looks disfigured cos it's not the actual size and blahblahblah. but it doesn't matter la.


i'm so moody today. it's like. pms+moodswing+thethoughtofgoingforbandtmr+that THING!!UGH!!!!

it's terrible terrible terrible! i don't even want to think about it. i'll cry and cry till my eyeballs fall out.

im talking to david now. and like. i feel so moody. but i'm like. pretending to be happy and stuff you know. putting exclamation marks like i'm excited about what he's saying and stuff. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs. sorry david.

pleaseee.! ah. it starts tmr. PLEASE. i did everything i could do within that amount of time. please don't let me do it. PLEASE GOD PLEASE HELP ME! GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE! i'll go church every week or something. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!

anyway. thank you,

joy sim, rachel, rophi, aiwee, grace and marilene.

love you guys!

for doing what you did. for saying what you did.


it can't be that bad.. right? but i don't even want to TRY to experience it.

and after many hours of hard grueling tuition, i've finally understood what mrs quek said about REMAINDER FACTOR THEOREM.

bless my tuition teacher!

band sucks too. it's really hard you know. i dont have the right ambrochure. or whatever you spell it. so i keep going sharp. i try hard for band. i really do! and i really hate national emblem. and i hope mr ong won't let us play it as our competition piece. i like invicta and the phantom of the opera. and. yea. whatever.

God. i'm gonna start crying. so screwed. rachel says she misses the old me. i miss the old me too. but i can't go back. not yet. not until i've done it. reached my goal.


please God. i kneel and i beg and i pray. please. help me. please. dying in
anguish. i'll never be able to face anyone again. please. i've done my
best. all that i could. please. help me.
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