noo. guess what. grace says the school's measuring thingy is off by 2 cm. and that our height is actually suppose to be 2cm shorter. i REFUSE to accept that. lol. she says she went hospital to measure her height and she went home and measured again and it's the same height. i can't live with that. if that's the case then im only 153!! nooo... that was my height when i was like p6. cannot be la. lol.



went for joy sim's church thingy. it was fun. and her cousin is so handsome ahahaha. he's our age. but he looks older. and he's handsome!! right aiwee? ahahahahaha. im like totally drooling now. ok la. not that bad. and his name is warren. just like warren peace from sky high! cool right. maybe all warrens are handsome. maybe i should name my son warren next time. anyway. i was wet. and when i was in the mrt, i was freezing like mad.

and we had pizza for dinner. we as in my family. and i watched the soccer match with my sister and dad. and the referee looks gay. like comical you know. and. it was boring. and actually i missed the goal singapore scored. my dad said when i rang the doorbell of my house singapre scored. haha. he asked me to go out and ring the doorbell again so that singapore will score again. heh. ok la not funny. anyway. there were like people screaming for singapore. and they scream like siao. and it was sooooooo funny!! haha. they were like screaming like mad la. and they sound like philippino women. i bet those soccer people went to hook them up and then they came and cheered for them. or else they probably paid them to cheer for them or something. haha. i think the screamings were more entertaining. or maybe i just don't know soccer huh. and actually i thought singapore would lose. cos like laos won mynmmar 3-2 and i thought laos really sucked before, and i thought maybe like they improved tremendously and stuff. but i guess mynmmar's just terrible. haha. but i bet singapore sure lose to indonesia la. and even if they do make it into the semifinals, i don't think they can even get bronze lol. well at least they won 1 match so far. lol. better than mynmmar.

okay enough talk about soccer. i can't believed i said so much about it. i'm getting a new phone for my birthday. HAHA RACHEL. i know everyone's jealous.

ENVY ME.:Dblogged at10:45 PM

let me start from monday.
JOSHUA CAME BACK FROM CHINA!! HALLELUJAH!
band was.. horrible, disgusting, cold. in other words, better than usual.

on tuesday, our first offcial service and development meeting. it was
boring
boring
boring
super
duper
boring.

rachel went to malaysia for holiday so she didnt attend. and there were like dunno how many ppl there. about 15 people in our department. i think there's more actually. anyway, out of so many people, only 4 people were like.. 'seniors'. as in. old people from council. caleb chng joy yeo hui shi and i. it was terrible la. me and hui shi were like.. sitting together stoning. and this shaun guy from sec1. the choir boy. he's super irritating la. he thinks he's so cute, so funny, cracking jokes, retorting whatever anyone says, oh ha ha ha. i think he's irritating. hui shi thinks he's rude. but we both think that the old sd was so much fun! our old service and development had only like 7 people. hui shi abel caleb nirma rachel joy yeo and i. that was the greatest. den in the middle of the year, stefan victorio and alvin came in. it was still pretty fun you know. and then at the end of the year, everyone starts leaving and new people keep coming in and now it's like.. SIGH. and now there's this buddy system, the old councillors 'buddy' the new one. and my buddy is like. bianca or something. from 1i. and i don't even know who she is! anyway the meeting only lasted like 1 and a half hours? nothing important la rachel. i can't remember who your partner is? i know it's a girl. i think it's melissa ng. yup. anyway after the meeting. hui shi and i went to dover to eat. actually she ate. but i drank. and we sat there, reminiscing the old times in sd. like the time we had our department outing and zhen rong was still with us. and we were in toys'r us playing. and when natalina was still in our department. and our sexys and machos. AHHH. i really really hate change you know.

anyway. wednesday. ice skating. yucks. i am such a jinx la. i made everyone fall except myself. and stupid aiwee wanted to play CATCHING. haha. and then we watched the exorcism of emily rose. rophi and cheryl didnt dare so they watched just like heaven. and aiwee shu sze clemence nicol and i watched it. it wasn't really scary? it was more of freaky. like when the guy wakes up and he sees her on the floor in this weird, sick, grotesque, distorted position. it was soooo freaky la. then suddenly she starts screaming. and nicol was next to me and he's so IRRITATING. he keeps poking me and taping me and go boo. it's not scary at all nicol. just IRRITATING. and clemence is weird. he doesnt wanna sit next to aiwee? he wants to sit infront alone. and den we went home. and nicol insisted on walking that 'short cut' while i insisted on walking the normal way. naturally i won(: and he walks real fast and i had a hard time keeping up. i was practically jogging la. i mean he's like 172 or something and so he's legs must be like super long. i'm only 155 ok! and 155 is not SHORT. it's you all that's weird. grow so tall. TOO TALL. later head crash into the ceiling ah.

anyway. i'm waiting waiting waiting. for chuah aiwee to come online. because i wanna tell her alot of things. like i WONT BE LATE today. and what time to meet her. and that i found my booklist. and i don't know how to like order it and stuff. and i need her help! cos she seems to know what she's doing. SEEMS only. and i also wanna tell her... BOO! scared aiwee? muahahahahaha. ok la not funny. fine. if she's not coming online then i'll just message her or call her or something.

band later. brace yourselves.blogged at9:50 AM

ok. this will be one long post. so brace yourselves.

so on thursday, wilson abel rachel and rophi came. we played pool, den tennis.
i thought i was bad at tennis.
until i saw rophi and rachel play. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok la. it wasn't that bad. it's just kinda funny you know. rachel posing after her racket missed the ball. abel and wilson are really really good.

then on friday, band was crap, as usual. i totally can't wait for joshua to come back from china! i mean he's been gone like ages! we really need him to cover up our atrocious playing. ok den aiwee rachel and rophi came my house to play pool. and we went up the bus. and then the second stop the bus broke down. den by COINCIDENCE, aiwee starting singing some dumb song, and the bus started moving again. then at the third bus stop, the bus officially broke down. honestly i think it was aiwee's singing that did it. it was probably too horrified that the engine froze. and anyway another bus came and we got to sit it for free. and this nice lady shared her umbrealla with me. (HAHA AIWEE AND RACHEL.) haha. oh and i was the only good person who brought home my saxophone. and aiwee and rophi had to lug it around all over for me. im terribly sorry! and the case got all wet. and i really practised ok! i practised for hours. i got so tired of blowing den i just practised my fingering and hummed along the note i was suppose to play, so i wasnt fingering rubbish ok.
anyways. the only reason why i was late meeting aiwee was because my saxophone was really heavy! i mean i almost got a heart attack just heaving the insturment all the way from the bus stop to aiwee's house. and i saw this worm hanging from a tree spinning round and round. i think it was gonna turn into a cocoon. and i tried to show aiwee, but it disappeared. i think aiwee walked into it. haha.

ok anyway. yesterday i went shopping with my cousins my mom my aunt and my sister. we ate at crystal jade and i saw joash! and his mom. they were eating at the entrance there so when i walked in he called my name and i said hi and stuff. yup. it's sad that he's leaving the council. and i watched harry potter. and it is totally rubbish. especially the dumbeldore. or whatever u spell it. i mean he's suppose to be wise and old and kind and majestic you know. like this aura around him. but this one is like just fierce and aggresive and really.. yucks. but im still gonna watch it again with aiwee and rachel and rophi. maybe it'll be nicer the second time. because half the time i was watching i felt like i needed to umm. pee. DON'T SAY ANYTHING AIWEE. i can read your mind. it's not my fault that my bladder is like. crap okay!

and today i spent my day in my grandma's house and my cousin's house. i finished a whole book!

ok what i really really wanna say is.
i really
really
really
really
want
a
wig.

i really wish i can have like long flowy princessy hair. the kind where you can toss your haird over your shoulders and it'll just fan out behind you like some kind of silk you know.
and believe it or not i once had that kinda hair.
ok so this is a story about my hair.
so i really used to have that kinda hair. those kind where you see in shampoo commercials and stuff. that was like when i was k2.
and one day,(mind you, i was only 6 den.) i decided i wouldn't let my sister pee. i blocked the way to the toilet. and so, naturally. my sister did what any 9 year old kid with like p1 mentality( not that she's stupid she's just childish) would do. she peed on my head.
on
my
hair!
and i think that's what made it slowly but surely,become thick and bushy and lion mane-ish. honestly.

anyways. it didnt really show when i was p1. i cut my hair shoulder length. and was all cute and stuff you know. two ponytails, long puffy princessy dresses, with a lovely tiara on my head.

and then when i was p2, i realized i could also tie my hair in a ponytail, rather then two ponytails.

then when i was p4, i realized that long hair wasn't cool. so i cut my hair. short. real short. until i looked like a boy. until this old woman thought i was a boy. and trust me i did dress like one. all i wore was black. black shirt black shorts. black was cool. shorts were cool. i was really tom boyish. skirts were like, yucks. anyway i slowly grew out of it and stuff.

anyway that hair cut where i cut my hair short really ruined things for me. all of a sudden, when my hair finally grew back, it wasn't long and princessy and smooth and silky anymore): it became a lion's mane. it was thick and wavy and bouncy and puffy. no matter how much i layered my hair, how much i combed my hair.. sigh. i can never let my hair down. as in. literally. there are only a few things i can do to my hair.

1. tie my hair back in a pony tail. which i do. most of the time.
2. tie my hair in plaits.
3. tie half of my hair and let down the other half.
4. tie my hair in a bun.

i really wanna let down my hair. sigh. that's why. i need a WIG!!! i really think it's because my sister peed on my hair. her urine must have like, destroyed my hair roots or something. and im so jealous because my sister's hair is like golden brownish-blackish. and it's so soft and smooth and prinecessy and everybody thinks she rebonded and dyed her hair but she really didnt.

sigh.

my sister's urine. or maybe it's just because i don't put conditioner on my hair.

nono. it's my sister's urine!! right???


sigh. i seriously need a wig. does anyone know where to get one that cost less then 2 dollars? cos im under a tight budget. i needa save for chirstmas presents. sometimes i think i'm too generous when it comes to presents. this are the people whom i've spent the most on this year.

1. rachel gong and her stupid converse shoes. which cost freaking 90 dollars and aiwee rophi and i had to split that between us.
2. aiwee's 37 degrees skirt.
3. rophi's presentS. notice the s at the end of present? because i had to buy her 3 different birthday presents because 3 different people wanted to share a birthday present with me. i think it was rachel wilson and ?? i can't remember. just dont let me find out. or i'll kill you.
4. hmm.. well. i won't say who it was for. it was a wallet.. that cost alot of money ok. and actually. i bought that person 2 wallets. and i couldnt decide between the 2. i bought 2 bloody wallets for you u noe. stupid. and i dont know what happened to the one i didn't give you.

ok. that's it i guess. im gonna watch harry potter now.blogged at8:15 PM

today was another long day.

mentoring training thingy again. 9-5. nothing much la. wasn't as fun as yesterday's one. but it was still really interesting. and gina kissed me. it was a WET kiss! we were like kneeling on the floor next to each other.. and the instructor was like 'im begining to doubt your sex' or something la. can't remember.

sigh.

abel left service and development. i'll miss him so much! i saw hui shi crying.. then i started crying too. it was really sad. he's so funny and nice and everything. sd wont ever be the same anymore. but i feel really bad. cos joy yeo's suppose to be sd head now. she's taken over abel's role. abel's gonna be student relations head. and then we all cried.. and like. she thinks we blame her or something. but it's not true! joy if you're reading this, our crying really has nothing to do with you. don't feel bad, don't back out or anything. really. im sure you'll be a great head too! we just cry because abel's really dear to us. and we'll miss him loads. and loads.

sigh.

i cried twice in 2 weeks. okay actually thrice. i cried yesterday too. because of abel also la. geesh, it sucks la. cry and cry. haiya. i am like so weak. today the mentoring thingy, then people are suppose to tell you your weaknesses and strengths. and abel said my weakness was that i couldnt adapt to changes. and that i'm very emotional. and it's true la. it totally sucks. cry baby. yucks.

sigh.


anyway after the crying session. abel wilson caleb rophi rachel and i went to eat dinner together. we took 33. and we saw aiwee daniel shu sze and enping. double date!! haha. stupid en ping. got double date never call me ah. slap him. lol. anyway. we all cheered up after that. abel cried too. and actually i think all of us cried. including wilson and caleb. but anyway we all cheered up after that. yup. and rachel bought this pair of slippers. and she took AGES to choose. and she didn't even use her own money la. she used rophi's nets card. haiyo. she needs to learn how to control! and at the shoe shop while rachel was trying on her slippers and stuff. i was seating on the chair, and wilson was sitting beside me but my back was facing against him. and then he started to put all the bags over my arms so like i carried them all at once. and then he wanted to try too. so i helped him into them. and he looked RETARDED. really really retarded. really. and then we made him walk all over the shopping centre and into the food court. then those uncles tending the drink stall, they were like laughing at wilson la. it was hillarious. we were like laughing and giggling all the way. he really really looked retarded. really really.

tmr, abel wilson rachel rophi and maybe caleb are coming again. to play tennis! and if it rains.. i don't know la. haha. but we only have 4 rackets. wilson has 2 and i have 2. so we'll just have to share? we're sick of pool now. haha. and damn. i haven't touched my saxophone yet! tmr. i PROMISE i'll do it!!blogged at9:44 PM

i
detest
change.

i hate it that we have to change classes from 2e to 3e.
i hate it that council is going through so many changes.
i hate it that new people are coming into our department.
i hate it that ____ is leaving our department.
i hate it that ___ ____ and ______ left our department.
i hate it that sd, which used to be the smallest department, has currently become the largest.
i hate it that sd isn't so fun anymore.


i will miss ____. soooooo much! tmr, when they officially make the announcement. i'll cry and cry and cry.

today we had mentoring training or something la. it was fun. very fun. we played many many games. many fun games. we ran and ran. jumped and jumped. i think the balloon thingy was the funnest.

joy had an accident. caleb knocked into her or something. i just called her. she said she went to the hospital. but she's alright. caleb was terrified. haha. poor thing.

poor jocelyn! we played alien invasion and victorio was the alien and then he caught jocelyn koh and they had to hold hands! all gina's fault la. she went to tell him that jocelyn likes him. then he really think so. u noe victorio. the bb guy. the erm. phsically challenged person. he's in sd la. sian man. he's so 'FUNNY'. slapping his tummy. oh ha ha ha. and we played this paper plate swamp game. and i couldnt jump all the way across. and he wanted to carry me over. obviously i rejected his 'kind' offer. if he actually touched me.. ew. i meant. wow. great! haha. ok la. so mean. i guess in a tiny little way he brings fun and laughter into our department. but. ok nvm.

i do NOT want to think about our department right now. if not i'll start bawling my eyes out. ok. change subject. i havent touched my saxophone yet. but i'm so tired. i dont even have enough oxygen for my brain. let alone one huge instrument.

sigh.

i don't want things to change.
but there's nothing i can do to stop it.

everything's so different, lord.blogged at9:00 PM

oh and i forgot to mention. i was watching the 6.30 news on channel 8. yes, i do watch the news. YES IN CHINESE. haha. and then they said there was this old woman in england or something. she was making coffee. and then she realized that the coffee was more bitter than usual. and in the end. inside the coffee powder container, she found a DEAD LITTLE TURTLE. and the turtle was like all black and dead and it look so small and cute. AND THEY WENT TO MAKE IT INTO COFFEE. WTH. the stupid coffee company. and the old woman was like retarded or something. she decided to keep it in her freezer to remember this day. first they like BURN the turtle or soemthing and then she goes and FREEZE it. that poor turtle! it was really very cute la. and it was all black and charred. they are so heartless! imgaine if alfred or monty get burnt inside with coffee! yucks. it's disgusting. well at least they'll smell nice. haha.


oh. and mushrooms are fungi. they are DISGUSTING. they grow on dead corpses, with all the maggots and flys and cockroaches. yucks.

and i like bread. and then aiwee tells me it's made from yeast. some form of bacteria. and that's not the worst part! the worst part is that i was eating a muffin when i was talking to her. and the muffin seemed to have mushrooms inside. and it tasted disgusting. and then she told me that. and i realized i was eating bacteria AND fungi. wow. yummy breakfast. doesn't it just make ur appetite GROW?blogged at9:22 PM

reasons why taking the MRT is better then taking a BUS.
1. mrt comes more consistently
2. they tell you how many more minutes the train will arrive so that you can plan what to do if you're late etc.
3. company. no mrt=no joy=no company.
4. the bus hates me.
5. i hate the bus.
6. winjim and justin always make the bus wait.(haha ok actually you guys won't understand this. only aiwee would.)
7. the bus is ALWAYS too early or too late. so either i get to school too early. or too late!
8. being late kinda causes aiwee to be late too.


haha. see mrt rocks. i don't know why caleb likes taking the bus.

i guess band wasn't so bad after all. the only bad thing that happened during band was.

THE FREAKING AIRCON WAS SPOILT!!!

and so we sat there. and we played. and we sweated. and we played. and we sweated. and then we played somemore. and then we sweated somemore. so basically. we did 2 interesting things in band. we played. and we sweated.
oh and mr ong tested us national anblem. he threw caspar theodore and wee liang out. cos they couldn't play their part. caspar so stupid go and talk back to mr ong. and he threw like 3/4 of the clarinets out.

and then i realized something. for science practial and computer lessons and stuff. i'm stuck with. Tan Shu mei. Tan shu sze. Tan Shu yi. not that they're bad people. but notice that they all start with Tan Shu something? and i'm the only 1 tan hui ru laura. so extra lol. SIGH.

i'd seriously rather 3f then 3e. but hey, who's complaining?(:blogged at9:01 PM

quizes are dumb. and they're a waste of time. why would people care what animal you wanna be?? HENCE, i'm gonna do it. wahahaha. no la. i don't wanna. and i can't single anyone else because everyone else has done it and like. you can't expect them to do it again right. ok whatever.

it's 10.28am. 3 hours and 2 mintues left till band starts.

sigh.

plus, it's raining and i have to lug my saxophone all the way to aiwee's house and then to school. because i intend to HAPPEN to walk to aiwee's house and HAPPEN to wait for her and HAPPEN to walk her to school. right aiwee? haha.

ok i'm bored. the only reason why i'm online is that josiah was suppose to send me the riverfest score on friday, but he didn't. and he's sending it now. 7214kb more to go.

and you know what. i'm playing neopets too.


anyway. kat's post. one of kat's post. not gonna tell you which. but ONE of them. reminded me of something. SIGH. i feel the same too kat):

i say i no longer. but i'm just lying. i keep telling HIM it's childish. and a waste of time. HE says i'm sensible. and that he supports me. but. everytime i say it. i'm torn apart. my heart is in pieces. I'M LYING.

sigh.

10.36am. 2 hours and 54 minutes left.

i don't wanna go.blogged at10:25 AM

the charity sale was great. we sold everything out! and made arnd like 1000++. not bad huh! but i was 5 mintues late. we had to meet at 6.30. and i couldn't remember if joy really called me to tell me what time to meet me or if i were dreaming. so i decided to take bus. and i waited for half an hour before the bus came. the little children were so cute.. i couldn't believe they would actually buy our things la. especially the stressballs. they're such rip offs lol. anyways we left for band at 1.30.

it.
was.
the.
worst.
ever.
band.
practice.
in.
my.
entire.
life.



EVER!


mr ong, as usual. picked on us. caspar, theodore, josiah and i were playing 2nd saxophone. grace was the only 1 playing 1st. because joshua wasn't here. we were playing naional anblem. or something. then grace has like super low confidence in her self and stuff. she kept on insisting she couldn't play. and insisted on playing 2nd with us. then mr ong realized there wasn't any first saxophone playing. so he asked us who was playing 1st. and then grace was like ' rasie ur hand with me please, please' so i just raise lor. i only played 1st saxophone ONCE la. then he asked us to play.. and i didnt know how to play. and grace didnt even play or something la. then i play wrong note and stuff. and then mr ong started on about how we sucked and everything again. it was terrible la. then grace was beside me hissing' sorry sorry laura' and then when i looked at her she had tears in her eyes then suddenly i started crying too. and all these while mr ong kept on saying how we were the weakest section, praising the trumpets, whom he is IMMENSLY bias to. then mr ong asked the alto sax not to play while the band played. haiya. anyway it was just horrible. i felt so terrible. it was the most terrible terrible band day ever.
then after band rophi and rachel came over and comforted me and hugged me and stuff. they really shoudln't have. cos it made me cry again. sigh. it wasn't really crying la. just like. tears in my eyes and stuff.

i don't know. it's just so terrible. i don't know why i cried. it was probably humiliation. unjust. and i don't know. the feeling that u get when people critisize and mock you infront of everyone else.

i don't like band anymore. it's just soo stressful. and it's cold. and it takes my breath away. as in. literally. and my lips always has teeth marks. and my teeth bites through my lip. and. it's horrible.

but abel wilson caleb and nada were real nice. they waited for band to finish. to wait for us. and we played pool again. i really didn't feel like playing. but well. they managed to convince me lol. this time we tied.

i felt better after that. but. when i went home i looked at my saxophone which alston forced us to bring home. and. DEPRESSED!blogged at9:37 PM

went to fmps again. to do the charity sale stuff. didnt really do much la. just drew lots of worms on the posters. i draw cute worms okay! anyway. most of the time, caleb chng wilson abel rachel and i were sitting at a table talking and singing. it was pretty fun.

and then we played pool again. for 2 hours. caleb went home to the airport or something. so the 4 of us played. we played 7 games. abel and i paired up again. guess what! we won all 7 games!! ahahahahaha. we are sooo good(: but it's always very close la. rachel and wilson will SEEM like they're winning but we'll catch up and then we win. and then they went my house to eat. and we watched tv. den called rophi and we kept passing the phone arnd to each other. especially to wilson. haha.

but im real tired now. everyday i've been waking up so early. it's suppose to be the holidays! tmr must meet at the school bus stop at 6.30am. sigh. council takes up so much of my time. and i keep missing band because of council. and now i'm starting to suck at band. not that i was already very good la. i think i'm gonna call joy now.

i noe i really shouldn't complain. but im so not looking forward to next year. really i'm not. 3ew. lol.blogged at9:19 PM

oooohhhhhhhh. GREAT PARTY. WOOHOO. THE BEST PARTY EVER!


so
NOT!

well it was pretty fun until the other people arrived.
i couldn't wait to get out!
honest.
and i don't like 3E.
disgusting peoples.
caleb's so happy.

yucks.blogged at2:17 PM

GINA MADE MY HAIR ALL WHITE. with flour. for some primary school thingy. gina rocks(: but don't tell her i said that.

sky high is a super lame show! only the uncle uncle part is cute. the school bus part is like totally lame. and warren is SO TOTALLY HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT!!! layla is pretty too. caleb wants to marry her.

I CURED AIWEE OF HER HEATSTROKE. I DONT CARE WHAT SHE SAYS. i didn't turn my back on her okay!! i saved her life TWICE. the second time she almost bang onto this shelf thingy on wheels. i held her steady. ME ME ME. hmmph.

rachel bought the hair thingy. it's pretty cool! quite worth her money. but im VERY sure she'll come out with an accident with it. haha.

i did it again yesterday. my tummy hurts. it's like a kife slicing my skin. i wanted to tell rachel in the bus that i did it yesterday. but i was afraid she might kill me. so i didnt. i wonder. if i do it too many times. will i die? and i dont want to have tooth decay): i love my teeth. i love brushing my teeth! i know there's like so many bad things that will happen if i continue. part of me wants to kill myself because i keep doing it. the other half can't live with myself if i don't. gosh. i try not to do it so often though. i limit myself to at most twice a week? that's good right?? i did it yesterday and the day before yesterday... nvm. i exercise. this is the first time i. nvvm. forget it. jeraldine's blog is interesting.blogged at9:27 PM

we played pool again on friday. im starting to get sick of it. shant say much abt it. we ate dinner together. it was fun! wilson and abel were like daring each other to do dumb stuff, like go up to the counter and wait for the person at the counter to go "yes may i help you?" and then say "oh, no just wanted to take a straw." LOL. how lame is that!

i had to do council duty at ACJC not ACSI. damn. where's my smart, handsome, rich, hot ACSI? i was supposed to do ushering, in the end lanz put me into carpark. i was in charge of the VIP lots cos i was wearing blazer. it was soooooooooo hot! i was under the blazing sun, under three layers of clothing. my camisoule, long-sleeved shirt and blazer. plus, i was in high heels. but it was fun! i got to use the walkie talkie. hehe. but i was smoothering under the heat. until Ms Wong, our vice principal had to ask jocelyn to ask me whether i was okay. see even the vp cares for me. boy, im so loved(: actually there was nothing wrong with me just that i couldnt see properly cos the sun was in my eyes so i was squinting. and when im hot my face turns red lol. and then lanz MADE us go for 15 minutes of band. he was like 'you better get out of this room by the time i count to 10 ah." but he was joking la. he's not that bad really. 15 mintues of band was tough! they were still practising the national amblem or something la. and the song goes soooooooo fast i almost couldnt keep up. but it's a really cute song. and today the saxophones got to sit at the place where the trombones usually sat. up this small stage thingy. it's damn cool haha. and caspar and joiah were like 'so how laura, how do you feel to finally be tall?' ._. geesh. they are so mean. and caspar is irritating. just my luck that i have to share scores with him and sit next to him and all. and he has B.O. he keeps bragging about how smart he is. 5th in the level blablabla. but that's only because he's in NA and there's only 2 classes. but he's quite nice la. i can bully him to help me carry stands and our file and stuff.

RACHEL GONG CAME BACK(: it's so nice to see her again! haha. i've really missed her. and somehow she looks prettier when i saw her in band. but don't tell her i said that. haha.

just now my sister and i were watching this variety show. this guy was singing and then he reached his hand out and his fans started groping his fingers and touching his hands. and then my sister asked me if i would ever do something like that. and i was like. why not? since his hands there then just touch lor. but then again. maybe i won't. cos i dont really like him. he's gay. but if it was eminem... i'd LICK his fingers! wahahaha. ^^

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