YAY. yesterday was sooooooo fun. SHOPPING. it was the first time i felt sooo rich! because my mum gave me a hundred dollars to spend muahaha. budden almost half of it had to go to my cousin's birthday present. so i was only left with like 55 dollars. and we all bought caps!! yay. see i told u caps were cool!! i bought a coffee coloured 1, rachel bought a pink 1 and aiweee bought a black 1. all nice. and we all looked so COOL(: rophi din buy cos she din come yet... we saw so many people.. so sway... mrs loh and her husband.. and our band seniors.. 3 out of the 4 band seniors were from my section!! so pai sei lol. we tried to run away.. but they caught up with us.. and valerie was like.... so sexy... and joshua say our skirt so short.. and rachel's skirt like someone tear like that... so embarrassing lol. but it was fun.. rophi met up with us at arnd 3 like that. her dad's so cool.. so nice.. he offered to buy us tickets to watch a movie.. but rachel couldnt cos she had a dinner.. so cannot bang sei her.. so in the end we didnt. her father gaves us vouchers to go coffee bean instead! so we went to taka.. and bought all the funny cute things for the teachers.. spent a BOMB.. and then we went to coffee bean.. at first it was crowded and we couldnt find a seat.. den someone left.. and rachel.. she chiiioooooooooonnnnnnggg to the seat as fast as she could.. haha. so cute. so kia su. typical. haha. anyways. den we ordered. i dont like rachel's drink. malibu dream or something. disgusting. some banana thing. and that was the most fun part.. being in coffee bean.. we got the cushion seats.. so we took pictures.. with our caps... without our caps.. den me and rachel took a picture of us hugging each other.. den aiwee and rophi JEALOUS.. haha. they took one too.. and we took quite alot of photos.. the people around us were like staring.. but we din care.. it was fun!! haha/ den we took a dumb movie.. mr cap and mrs cap.. they were getting married. mr cap was aiwee's cap. mrs cap was rachel's cap. my cap was the pastor.. and the bridesmaid and bridesgroom were forks.. and they got married.. and even did a french kiss.. it was so cool.. so cute... so funny.. BUT I DELETED IT BY ACCIDENT. AW DAMN. i was palying with rachel's camera.. den i press the wrong button.. and took a picture of my bed.. and then i tried to delete it.. and den i went to delete the video... i am so sorry!! sorry!!!
but still it was lots of fun.. i had a really great time with all of you... i'm telling you you guys are really the best to hang out with! and tuesday.. we'll go aiwee's house to wrap presents.. okay? den we can take more pictures.. and maybe another video too! YAY. MWAHS YOU GUYS!(:blogged at2:33 PM

I think i like the sound of that. but i don't think it's true. and what if it is? hmmmmm. and why must it all happen at the same time? DILLEMA(grace's spelling). SIGH. STRESS. i dont think i should do anything yet. what if i anyhow anyhow then in the end not true.. then i so pai sei(X. but i like the sound of it. (: my results have improved too... compared to last term. this time i got no B3. even my chinese! surprisingly. and i think it's super unfair for clemence to get so high for art. mdm lim would NEVER award such high marks. must complain lol. she would surely find something wrong about it.. the TONE.. or the BALANCE or the RYTHM or.. hmm. let's see if i can remember wad mdm lim says. er.. oh!! CONTRAST. i think there's one more.. i can't remember. wadever. but 4/5 is not bad. SEE MDM LIM I PAY ATTENTION OKAY. pffffft. i cant remember all my marks. i think im only very disappointed with my......... science. and geography. sigh. even if i got the 19/20 for this test, my previous test which i got 15.5/30 will pull me down LOADS. haven got the marks for ppr yet. ok la. that's abt it. just came back from dinner with aiwee rachel and rophi after band. and we took bus home with mr lee! haha. okay. byebye.blogged at8:47 PM

i went to my grandparents house again. geesh my greanddad's getting old. he's turning mental. seriously. he's drunk all the time. and he forces all the male in the family to drink beer. he starts shouting at everyone and slams the door to his bedroom. all the time. it's kinda scary to know that next time, your parents might become like that. or even I myself might become like that.

sometimes. being home alone gives u a chance to think. what happens to you when die? would u be all alone... floating around your house.. not knowing that u've actually died? until one day, you see your own body being buried. and then it dawns on you. but it would be so lonely... to be all alone. all alone in the big big world. then what would happen next? would you go to hell, just like those chinese stories. and then come out once a year for a month during the seventh month? would u meet the other ppl who died too? those that you know, who died before you? or would you reincarnate, and forget your past life. and start anew? or would you go to heaven, and have ever lasting life? or would it be like the book the five people you meet in heaven, would you die to find out the purpose of your life? what happens, if you believe in a certain religion, and then when you die, you find out your God doesnt really exist at all? what happens then?you would be so lost. dying means losing everything. you loved ones, you pet, your money, your friends. would you be willing to give up all those, for what is ahead? what really happens when you die? what is the purpose of living anyway? to inhabit this earth of ours, so that we would destroy it? are we part of a master plan, and our job is for us to destroy this earth of ours, slowly but surely. were we born to die? will there ever be a day when someone never dies? people are scared to die. because they don't know what's ahead of them. and they can't bear to let go, to lose all these things. but yet they're so tired of living.. would they continue to live.. in another world? in heaven? for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever? or will we just fade away..what happens to this spirit inside of us? will we just, be gone? be lost forever? i mean. what will happen to our spirit? will we just live forever and ever.. until.. I don't know. for infinity? when will all these end? what is going to happen? it's so scary just to think about it. will we be lost in the infinity of space? those people who died and suddenly lived again.. only they can tell us what it's like. but. my dad says, they cant ever tell us, because when they live they're either a vegetable or they just.. lost their minds. probably that is the price to pay if they want to continue living, and that's the secrecy of death. sometimes you just have to look at the big picture..... what happens when suddenly everything's all gone.? what happens when we die? so many questions.. and there's only one way to find out. to die. it's something we cant ever escape.

phew. okay i guess i was abit harsh on karyn. but really.oh well. nvm. the more i say the worse it'll get.

sometimes you're so different. u are insensitive. and you dont even noe that. sigh. i just dont know you sometimes. and i don't like it.

i love fridays. there's band. band isnt that bad. cos i have grace..and she goes gaga over BENJAMIN and mr ong and she can play so well and i can always count on her if i cant get the tempo she always teaches me im glad that she's playing first sexaophone and i'm playing second cos we have good coordination with each other so we can play well. she's just great(: and i love it especially when band ends.. and we're all packing our instruments.. and then we all start playing and screaming and shouting at one another.. aiwee grace rachel rophi and jasmine.. aiwee and grace with their stupid 'HON" thing.. the stupid husband and wife thing.. and then me and jasmine start acting cute and doing the peace sign.. and then rachel starts playing DONKEY with her section haha. and rophi is like " faster la faster la" to everyone. haha. it's FUN. and then me rachel and rophi go home with abel. sometimes bb ends later then us.. and so we all wait for nada too. and then we all go home. i just love all my friends. they're so much fun. and they're just such nice people.. like my mommy lol. like jocelyn and joys and aiwee and grace and rachel and rophi and jasmine and shu sze and cheryl and julia and lilin whom i sit almost everywhere with lol and lots and lots of other people and i love them ALL!!

sigh. but still my life sucks. my future is totally zero. i am definately taking history next year with cheryl. we've promised each other. i must do well in tuesday's graph test! i need to pull up my b3 from last term.. alrights. that's all.blogged at3:55 PM

happy birthday clemence and ching yang. MWAHS.blogged at11:38 AM

today we went shopping again!! i think it was abit boring this time. the boys dont even dare to go in some of the shops that we went too.. at least caleb was much more obliging! haha. anyway if u wanna noe wad happen just read aiwee's blog. cos im too lazy to say. only thing she forgot was the scary lady at the bus!! the scary lady she wore sunglasses in the bus!! and a sweater too.. and there were empty spaces.. but she chose to sit next to me!! cos me and aiwee were sitting right at the back of the bus.. and she sat right next to me!! den she use her fingers and poke her ears like she cannot stand the noise like that.. den she use her fingers to cover her nostrils.. like I stink alot like that.. den i looked into her bag.. she had another sweater inside!! and den she got down the same stop as us.. and she use her umbrella somemore!! with her sweater!! and it was soooooo hot!! and den we walked behind her.. and she kept turning round to stare at us!! to stare at me and aiwee!! so creeeeepy!! lol. and den we walked and walked.. until my legs hurt. and den we went home.. and i went home with nicol. and then. I WANT TO COMPLAIN. KATRINA READ THIS CAREFULLY. nicol is NOT a gentleman.. we decided to walk home from the mrt station... and he said go by the back door way.. and i thought it would be faster.. and he cheated me.. we had to walked up soooooo many hills.. and pass this temple/.. and den when we reached the back gate.. his house just there. and MY house?? down the hill and up the other hill. STUPID... make me walk and walk.. what kind of gentleman is that?? lol. katrina beware of him!! evil!! lol. and then I almost brought home his handphone and he almost brought home mine! luckily i remembered lol. anyway.. i havent even studied for the geog test yet. so I think i'll go now!blogged at9:36 PM

i was just thinking.. if we were still together.. you might have gone out with us yesterday.. but if we were still together.. would we have gone out at all? as in. would that 'outing' be organised at all? i often wonder how it would have been like.. if things were still the same.. probably wont last long anyway. but how long would it be.. until the feeling sizzled out? well i noe it's no use thinking of the past.. it's gone and it's over. i can't ever have it back. but it doesnt mean i can't wait. i don't know. but i won't ever like my best friend. you know who you are. and i'm really sorry. sigh. the past is the past. the next best thing is to just look ahead, to the bright near future! enough about 'love'. i probably want it, just because i can't have it. so..... tear down the past. flush it away! cos the future's bright and i'm looking forward to it!!blogged at2:00 PM

i thought the carnival thing was fun! haha aiwee you were just in the wrong group(: our group was fun! we went to sit in all the vehicles.. and the ship! haha. but it was tiring and hot. and we went out. and then. and then. AND THEN. they tried to smuggle macdonalds into the cinema. and aiwee tried to shield it with her BALLOON. faints.... haha. the movie was soooooo stupid soooooo gory sooooooooooo yucky. i do not like it! and rophi and i wasted our money on the tickets.. cos we walked out! yay. haha. we went shopping instead. much more fun. nicol david clemence rachel jasmine and aiwee watched the whole movie through and they liked it! ew. bad bad taste. stupid fighting sword thing. rophi and i went shopping(: we walked the whole of lido and then we walked to far east and walked the whole of far east. we went window shopping! fun haha. we like pretended we had loads of money and browsed through alllllll the things in the shops. i like the body shop. all the nice smelling things.. i wanted to buy a bar of soap there but i din have enough money because we went to buy CLEMENCE'S present ah-hem. which is like ridiculously expensive now that i think about it. for just 1. nevermind. haha. after they finished the movie rachel met us and we went far east again to buy rophi's present. me and rachel share. actually we already bought a group present.. for her.. but rachel and i wanted to get another 1. rachel was like 'best friends present' LOL. see we're so nice. now i'm broke! but that's a good thing in a way.. because joshua asked me to go out with him but i said i dont want to cos im broke.. and this time.. i'm not lying! for once. heh. anyway.. I have come to a useful conclusion...

after the many years of shopping experience that i have, i've decided that Rophi, Rachel and Aiwee are the best shopping buddies ever! yay! MWAHS. LOVE YOU GUYS(: it's the best to go shopping with ALL three of them. because.. they're fun to be with.. duh! haha. and they give good advice.. they're funny.. rachel's stupid act-cute-auntie antics.. aiwee being CHILDISH and cute unknowingly.. rophi snapping at them like some mother.. and sometimes she goes high too. haha. just thinking about the three of them together just makes me wanna LAUGH. haha. besides.. rachels knows suntec well.. aiwee and rophi knows orchard well. so you can't get lost with them! haha. they're the weirdest bunch. and guess wad! i'm lovin' it! haha. mwahs! rock on guys(:blogged at11:03 PM

ahhh. another week. time flies so quickly. today's such a lazy day. i watched dumb shows. ate lots of bananas. 2 bananas. see how much i think of u nana? haha. i read 2 books. i paid a heavy price for that because i was lying in bed reading it and now i've got an awful headache. now i know why never to read in bed. it isnt bad for your eyes. it's bad for your head! i didn't go on msn today. even though i'm connected to the internet. don't feel like it. i think i'm the most self conscious person i know. though i may not show it that much. but the hours i spend.. sigh. it's depressing to go frenster. especially when you see the photos of others. makes u feel so inferior. like she's soooooooooooo pretty. and a nice hot body lol. she's sooooooooo perfect. and just look at you laura! compare yourself. ugh. gross out. so ugly. fugly. totally. lousy. no idea why people would actually.. ugh. NEVERMIND. i'm going to my grandma's house later. she just moved house. haven't seen it yet. hope it's nice. oh well. emtionless. ughh.blogged at5:56 PM

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